I wonder if my friend's alright.
I wonder if she's okay.
I hope that she can wait it through.
I hope she'll keep them at bay.

Once upon a time, I had a friend. She was light and I was dark and I was too dark and the darkness clouded my eyesight and I saw only my own darkness, not her light, as much as she tried to give me some. And then I saw, and it was too late, and maybe this whole time, she hasn't been as light as I thought. I wish I could apologize, but nope I can't, because that would be weird. It's okay though, we're not completely through, there's this chat that's open, though it's a one-sided conversation.

There's something I'd like to say, but there's no one here to read it.

So hello, world! I write random thoughts and I post them online sometimes, and they're all at your fingertips, but none of you will see it. It's cool, though, this blog has my memories.

I didn't delete the old posts, I just put them as drafts. Sometimes I reread them, just for the feels.

I don't care that no one reads this, but I hope that the one that matters will come back for the memories and see all these notes, all of them for her.

Buh-bye, peeps!